Sunday, January 25
wad e hell..
juz trying to tell her that i wun mix with the wrong kinda ppl..
n smoke n end up in the freakin jail..
n im in the wrong..
bloody hell..
cant stand it..
shell nv scold moi sis or bro till liddat...
she is always so biase..
but nv realise it..
can she try to treat me better?!
m i even their child at all?!
freakin..
can juz dump me if u all dun like me!!
dun need to treat me like this..
cuz i dun think i deserve this kinda punishment....
22:45
Saturday, January 24
okies..
itz been a long time since ive blogged..
well..
wad can i say..
hahaz..
either work..homework or skool..
dun even haf time fer other stuff..
haix..
de other time..
wanted to go swim..
also no time..
lalala..
well..
cant be helped anyway..
yea..
finally i came to blog bt the last two months!!!
yay...!
okies...
lets c..
hmm..
theres percussion festival..
din noe it wld be so kewl!!
swear to join again this yr..
hahaz..
yay..
moi group was like totally can clique wanz..
greaT!
hahaz..
den campus is at NIE..
kewl!
the place is like sum sort of two bunker motel room..
den got public toilet..
hahaz..
budden is like got different cubicle wan la...
dun think else where hor..
hahaz..
yea..
our group is always the odd wan anw..
thats y we always clique in our own grp lor..
but itz really wonderful noeing em..
den got group outing..
yay!!
went out to orchard..
go taka..
at first it was supposed to be at sembawang..
this food court..
our instructor say wanna treat us dere..
den dunno how the message went round..
n we ended up at seoul garden at taka..
haha
but mr rizal still so gentleman..
treated us to over 300 plus worth of lunch!!
so nice of him..
not like victor..
came over den gif black face..
juz cuz we got the wrong message...
haix..
but the outing was great..
which was wen i got high fever too..
den everyone kept askin me to go home..
n REST..
sian...
den wen i gt home..
the temp went from 37.6 to 39.6..
oOooOO..
was like getting everyone nervous..
hahaz...
*gulp* **guilt**
hahaz..
but still now got better n im as healthy as mE!
haha..
hmm..
other than the perc fest..
rest of the daes are mundane..
band..homework..wad else..
yea..
nuting much..
hmm..
n nw..
skool reopen liaox..
new class mates..
new tchers..
new classroom..
but no aircon liao..
but think positive..
got fresh air..
hahaz..
*roll eyes*
yea..
n im takin bio now..
and chem with geog..
bio is still okies..
but alot memory work..
sian diaoz..
hahaz
plus we really hafta read up abt the nxt lesson now..
all tchers are like testing us abt wad we r supposed to read..
pengz..
den dunno means one thing...
die..
haha
better to read la..
so will noe wad tcher is tokin bt..
too bad la..
im juz not the hardworking type..
hahaz..
so i wun even bother..
hahaz..
lazy la..
wad else..
im juz liddat..
haf been depressed fer daes liao..
sai...
still thinking if i shld give up..
lotsa ppl juz tell me itz time i shld..
but dun they juz noe itz a hard thing to do?!
haix..
bad la..
i think i shld juz take time n slowly let the feeling fade..
althou i noe itz really hard!!
i cant force so i mite as well let go..
haix..
deres no more options..
arG!!
why am i so scRewEd?!
19:46